Yesterday, my right hand was sore while attempting to play the cello for the first time. Today, my left hand is sore from playing barre chords. It’s been a while since I’ve picked up my guitar. I don’t feel like a musician at all. Sometimes my soul feels a lot like crying. Because I haven’t written a song I’m in love with. And every now and then, especially of lately, I question whether if I’m a qualified music teacher or not. All of this goes down, my enthusiasm, my very heart and work. I’m wondering what has gone wrong and why my flame is dimming. I can’t answer these questions now. But maybe I’ll find an answer soon.
via wire to the ear